I swore I just heard your voice today. I have been thinking about you non stop. Halloween is coming up, so that is probably why. I miss your witch outfits! You always out did everyone else. I miss you so much. I love you forever. I hope I see you again. I might go to Byrd Park to feed the ducks. You loved that.
I have been thinking of you a lot. I watched videos of you at the hospital to hear your voice, but it’s not the same. I still think you are the most beautiful person I’ve met. Thank you for understanding me. Thank you for visiting me in my dreams the other week. I look for signs of you everywhere. There’s so much I want to tell you and I wish I could hug you. I hope you are at the beach always, and that it is warm enough for you to swim. I love you.
Thankful for you. Thankful to know your love. Thankful you tried your best to guide me. Thankful that I got to hear you laugh all those times. Thankful to have been raised by such a beautiful woman. Missing your deviled eggs & your laugh! Holidays aren’t the same. I love you and I hope you are at the beach looking at the stars. Happy thanksgiving, ma.
I saw this tag for a coach bag left directly outside of my apartment identical to the ones you had. Looked down and there it was. I put up a Christmas tree this year for the first time since you died. Saw the coach tag the next day. Figured it was your way of stopping in. I might keep the tree up year round like we did for you. I love you, and I hope you’ve got a gingerbread latte wherever you are!
Happy Mother’s Day. Thank you for being the best mother I could have asked for. Hope your day is magical wherever you are. I miss you so much. I love you.
Happy birthday. Crazy how fast time flies without you here, yet it feels like forever. My birthday is no longer fun celebrating without you. We’re barely a week apart. I miss you so much. I love you.
Happy Birthday, I miss you so much. It’s been six years since you left but you have never left my thoughts. Life has felt so hollow without you, I can only hope that I will see you again one day, please wait until then.
May went by as slow as it does every year. This one was a little easier. Wishing you were here no matter what day/month/year is going on. I hope you know how wanted you are by so many people. I hope you’ve got a place better than this one, Ma. I miss you with all I’ve got. I love you so much. Looked through cards you gave me all month. Wish I could hear you laugh. Constantly thinking about you. I constantly burst out with stories about you and everyone always lights up hearing them. You’re the most magical person I’ve ever known.
Missing you like crazy with Halloween coming up at the end of the month. I love you and hope wherever you are is peaceful. Nobody in the world is like you, ma. Grateful to have known your love.
Missing you as much as the days are long. Found these yogurt pretzels that I remembered you bringing me when you were newly sick. It always makes me smile seeing the Halloween trinkets & candies you used to bring home for us randomly still exist. A lot of them have not changed even with you not being here anymore. That is such a strange feeling. How could anything ever go on without you? I ask myself and the universe this question all the time. I love you.
Watching Halloweentown like we did dozens of times. Thinking of how far away that memory feels & how different things you did for me in childhood has morphed me into who I am today despite how small those experiences would seem in day to day life. I miss you, ma. I hope we get to meet again. Thank you for everything, even the small stuff.
Made it through another October without you. Watched Ozzy last night & it made me think of you. Missing you so so much recently. Hope you’re somewhere warm! I love you, ma.
Missed you a lot today. Made a couple dishes I haven’t cooked before & it all actually turned out really nice. Wish you were here as usual. I’ll be putting the tree up again this year for you. I love you. Happy thanksgiving, ma.
I was wrapping gifts today & it reminded me of when you first taught me how to wrap presents at the Swanage house. We were sitting at the dining room table while Dad & Taylor were out. I remember how particular you were about the smallest things, and now I am particular in the same way about them. I catch it sometimes and it makes me smile. As I’ve grown into a woman, I’ve recognized a lot of the small things you would do to make people feel special were not small at all. They were carefully crafted and thoughtful. I find you to be the most admirable person for making people feel seen. I think you are the best person I’ll ever meet because of the things that were deemed small. They weren’t. I miss you. I hope you are somewhere peaceful. I wish I could say these things to you in person, but I’ll just leave this here. I love you, ma.
Hi ma…I miss you. There are so many things I wish you could be here for. I am trying so hard to grow into a woman you would be proud of. I miss you so much. Managed to make it through another round of holidays, so cheers to that. I hope you know how wanted and missed you are, and I hope you’ve found somewhere better. I love you.
THE BEST WIFE AND MOTHER, YOU WILL ALWAYS BE IN MY HEART. EVERYDAY I WILL HONOR YOUR LIFE, UNTIL I SEE YOU AGAIN…… LOVE BRIAN
The world is a weird place without you. I love you so much. I miss you with all I’ve got.
I swore I just heard your voice today. I have been thinking about you non stop. Halloween is coming up, so that is probably why. I miss your witch outfits! You always out did everyone else. I miss you so much. I love you forever. I hope I see you again. I might go to Byrd Park to feed the ducks. You loved that.
I miss you. If someone said it has been five years I would not have believed it. I think about you every day. I love you & thank you for guiding me.
I have been thinking of you a lot. I watched videos of you at the hospital to hear your voice, but it’s not the same. I still think you are the most beautiful person I’ve met. Thank you for understanding me. Thank you for visiting me in my dreams the other week. I look for signs of you everywhere. There’s so much I want to tell you and I wish I could hug you. I hope you are at the beach always, and that it is warm enough for you to swim. I love you.
I saw the sign you left me. Thank you. I look for you everywhere. I love you.
Thankful for you. Thankful to know your love. Thankful you tried your best to guide me. Thankful that I got to hear you laugh all those times. Thankful to have been raised by such a beautiful woman. Missing your deviled eggs & your laugh! Holidays aren’t the same. I love you and I hope you are at the beach looking at the stars. Happy thanksgiving, ma.
I saw this tag for a coach bag left directly outside of my apartment identical to the ones you had. Looked down and there it was. I put up a Christmas tree this year for the first time since you died. Saw the coach tag the next day. Figured it was your way of stopping in. I might keep the tree up year round like we did for you. I love you, and I hope you’ve got a gingerbread latte wherever you are!
Missing you a lot today!!! Wishing I could hear your voice. I love you & I hope you are having fun wherever you are.
I miss you and I think about you every single day. I hope you know how missed and loved you are. I hope you are happy wherever you are.
I hope you know how loved and missed you are. The world isn’t the same place without you, and I hope you have found somewhere better. I love you.
Six years. I miss you so much & I feel heartbroken as if it was yesterday. I hope you are in a better place. I love you so much and I miss your laugh.
I love you. I miss you every single day.
I miss you so much. May is a hard month without you. I love you.
Happy Mother’s Day. Thank you for being the best mother I could have asked for. Hope your day is magical wherever you are. I miss you so much. I love you.
Happy birthday. Crazy how fast time flies without you here, yet it feels like forever. My birthday is no longer fun celebrating without you. We’re barely a week apart. I miss you so much. I love you.
Happy Birthday, I miss you so much. It’s been six years since you left but you have never left my thoughts. Life has felt so hollow without you, I can only hope that I will see you again one day, please wait until then.
May went by as slow as it does every year. This one was a little easier. Wishing you were here no matter what day/month/year is going on. I hope you know how wanted you are by so many people. I hope you’ve got a place better than this one, Ma. I miss you with all I’ve got. I love you so much. Looked through cards you gave me all month. Wish I could hear you laugh. Constantly thinking about you. I constantly burst out with stories about you and everyone always lights up hearing them. You’re the most magical person I’ve ever known.
Missing you like crazy.
There is not a day where I do not think about you. I miss you so much. I hope we see each other again somehow. I love you.
It has been so difficult without you here. I love you & miss you so much.
Missing you like crazy with Halloween coming up at the end of the month. I love you and hope wherever you are is peaceful. Nobody in the world is like you, ma. Grateful to have known your love.
Missing you as much as the days are long. Found these yogurt pretzels that I remembered you bringing me when you were newly sick. It always makes me smile seeing the Halloween trinkets & candies you used to bring home for us randomly still exist. A lot of them have not changed even with you not being here anymore. That is such a strange feeling. How could anything ever go on without you? I ask myself and the universe this question all the time. I love you.
Watching Halloweentown like we did dozens of times. Thinking of how far away that memory feels & how different things you did for me in childhood has morphed me into who I am today despite how small those experiences would seem in day to day life. I miss you, ma. I hope we get to meet again. Thank you for everything, even the small stuff.
Made it through another October without you. Watched Ozzy last night & it made me think of you. Missing you so so much recently. Hope you’re somewhere warm! I love you, ma.
Missed you a lot today. Made a couple dishes I haven’t cooked before & it all actually turned out really nice. Wish you were here as usual. I’ll be putting the tree up again this year for you. I love you. Happy thanksgiving, ma.
Miss you so so much it’s indescribable.
I was wrapping gifts today & it reminded me of when you first taught me how to wrap presents at the Swanage house. We were sitting at the dining room table while Dad & Taylor were out. I remember how particular you were about the smallest things, and now I am particular in the same way about them. I catch it sometimes and it makes me smile. As I’ve grown into a woman, I’ve recognized a lot of the small things you would do to make people feel special were not small at all. They were carefully crafted and thoughtful. I find you to be the most admirable person for making people feel seen. I think you are the best person I’ll ever meet because of the things that were deemed small. They weren’t. I miss you. I hope you are somewhere peaceful. I wish I could say these things to you in person, but I’ll just leave this here. I love you, ma.
Hi ma…I miss you. There are so many things I wish you could be here for. I am trying so hard to grow into a woman you would be proud of. I miss you so much. Managed to make it through another round of holidays, so cheers to that. I hope you know how wanted and missed you are, and I hope you’ve found somewhere better. I love you.
I miss you, ma. Can’t stop thinking about you today. I wish things were different all the time. Wish you were here. I love you.